Complicated

Here comes to the end of my December's holiday, in between, something happened. Something which made my mood and my heart became more complicated. Something which i dun know how to solve. Something which i dun dare to predict. Something which turn me into the darkness.

I do wish that everything never happen and there's no up and down time in my life. Hopefully i can have a better 2009. Hopefully everything is going to be alright. Hopefully i can continue to survive well......

狮子座

狮子座人永远如这个世界舞台的主角，占据最惹眼的位置，流露最灿烂的光芒。然而当剧场谢幕，灿烂煞然消逝——狮子低下了头，只留给自己不为人知的怅然与沧桑……

狮子座是由太阳神阿波罗所管理，所以本他身上处处显露阳光、热情、自信、大方都是他的特质。而且天仕的领导才能令他喜欢指挥别人和有强大的组织能力，不过过份自信变成自大，加上固执的性格，反应夸张，有时令人不知如何与他相处。喜欢成为焦点人物的狮子座，都有脆弱之时；因为他们太在乎别人对他的看法，往往因此而不快乐；不肯认输的个性，也是令自己不愉快的泉源。

狮子座总是很喜欢自己凌驾于万人之上的感觉，那种感觉一旦不在就会觉得浑身难受，那不是想在别人面前的炫耀，而是想找到自己心里一直都有的平衡，按照他们心里的感受他们很想大发脾气，但是情形不容许他们发脾气的时候他们往往就会变得很忧郁，强颜欢笑，郁郁寡欢。

灰姑娘的爱情对于狮子来说是没有吸引力的，他们的爱情里匹配观念很强，也不容易推陈出新，而是喜欢遵从英雄美人的传统印象进行配对。因此，狮子渴望的爱看起来更像是一副风景画，它强调对称的美感，却很容易忽略内在的交流。当然，一匹战马和一个美人，战马也许更懂英雄，但英雄会毫不犹豫的选择美人。

狮子心里也有一道软肋，柔弱而敏感的神经，让他们在自认为遇到危险的时候，就杨起爪子，竖起毛来准备对抗在外人。看来，你的恋爱好像都是你处于上风吧(尤其女狮，一副唯我独尊的神情)，对方全听你的好不威风，但又有多少人知，其实依赖对方的是你，最害怕失去对方的也是你。

狮子对人的喜厄表现的非常直接，除非是那种不能得罪的人，要不，狮子对朋友就是热情如火，而对敌人，是想法打击不让他有翻身的机会。这和蝎子的报复心不同，狮子会用正大光明的手段，在很多人面前打击你一下。报复完了以后，就早抛到脑后去了，因为他们的事情看上去太多了。

狮子的一个性格，就是怕寂寞，怕寂寞不是不能承受寂寞，狮子们是很享受难得的寂寞的，但是在狮子心里装着很多放不下的事情，所以，他们希望他们放不下的人，也能经常关心他，他放不下的事情，总是能够有好的结果。所以，不要让狮子一个人呆在寂寞中脑子乱想，一旦他们思路理清，或者打算放弃，那时候你用十辆牛车都是拉不回来的。

狮子的心是软的，你假装若者，在狮狮们面前一哭，二闹，三可怜，狮狮估计就吃不消了，马上又心软了。谁叫你触动了他们那一点点悲剧情怀呢！！！ 　

Christmas Eve @ 2008

This year's christmas's eve quite special, we didnt go for countdown, we didnt go to crowded places. Just had a simple dinner @ Sakae at KLCC. Tonight's dinner not really tasty. Somemore no much choices also. The shushi still ok a bit but not the best.

We only shopped while at KLCC, didnt buy anything also...Too many people tonight, even wan to try shoes/clothes also has to queue for quite sometime. Thus, we just walked around after dinner then back home. Dear, thanks for coming back and had a dinner together ya. Though we dun hv much time to spend together tonigt but i felt satisfied already.

Still got another 40 minutes to Christmas Day. I cant tahan till that time to wish everyone Merry Christmas lo..Didnt sleep last night, felt so sleepy now. Hopefully i can have a nice sleep tonight.

Wish everyone MERRY CHRISTMAS ya!!!

Works...

Recently quite tight with the works...feel like getting more and more things to do now. Dun know it's a good things or bad things. When there is nothing to do, feel boring and sleepy pula. Once got lots of things to do, feel tired and seems like no enough time for me to use though everyday stay also.

Another day to go then I can start on leave jor….have to tahan till last minute so that I can go on leave peacefully. I have to start to pray now, hopefully everything is going fine and smooth for tomorrow’s testing.

“Prubase ar prubase….please be strong and smart ar….Dun let me hit any stones again!!! If u fail, means im in trouble ler….I need to look at you everyday, need to touch you everyday also ler. I think u also dun wan to see me complain about you everyday rite?? U also will get bored with my complaining rite?? SO so so…please please爭氣一點……Dun make me headache again!!!”

Hopefully U can hear me and let me to complete my task tomorrow smoothly ar….:> Times to stop here and take bath lo…….

Happiness~~~

Happiness is like perfume, you can't pour on others without getting a few drops on yourself.

Love has its own time, season and own reasons! You can't ask it to stay, you can only embrace it as it comes and be glad that for a moment in your life it was yours!

True love doesn't have a happy ending. That's because true love doesn't have an ending. A heart truly in love never loses hope but always believes in the promise of love, no matter how long the time and how far the distance.
As long as we have memories, yesterday remains, as long as we have hope, tomorrow awaits. As long as we have friendship, each day is never a waste.

Friends are like stars. You can't always see them, but you know they are there. Have great hopes and dare to go all out for them. Have great dreams and dare to live them. Have tremendous expectations and believe in them.
The recipe of friendship:
1 cup of sharing
2 cups of caring
1 cup of forgiveness and hugs of tenderness
Mix all these together to make friends forever.

~ Treasure everything we have now and work on it~

Last night!

Last night, I made a dream
Only you and me!
We were in an unknown town.
There's few small stalls selling different things.
The place seems unfamiliar to us.
We walked along the way and chit chatted.
Along the way,we talked non stop.
You hold my hand tight.
You hug me warmly.
You care me much.
You treat me like a princess.
I felt so secure, happy and comfortable.
After that, dun know how we walked till seaside
we just stayed while then find our way back to the town.
It was raining, we lost our way,
we ran non stop till we saw the taxi stand.
Only few taxi there, no chance for us to take a ride.
Then we saw one woman with few youngsters walked toward us and ask us where are we heading to....

" Wake me up, wake me up......." Gosh...alarm is ringing!
And that's the end of my dream and I hope it will never ends...

Dreaming of you - by Selena

“Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I stay up late and think of you
and I wish on a star
That somewhere you are thinking of me too
'Cause i'm dreaming of you tonight
till tomorrow i'll be holding you tight
and there's nowhere in the world i'd rather be
Than here in my room dreaming about you and me
wonder if you ever see me
and I wonder if you know i'm there
If u looked in my eyes would you see what's inside
Would you even care
I just wana hold you close but so far
All I have are dreams of you
So I wait for the day and the courage to say
How much I love you
I’ll be dreaming of you tonight
‘Till tomorrow I will be holding you tight
And there’s nowhere in the world I’d rather be
Than here in my rooms dreaming about you n me
I cant stop dreaming of you
I cant stop dreaming
I cant stop dreaming of you
Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I stay up late and think of you
And I still cant believe
That you came up to me and said
I love you
I Love you too
I’ll be dreaming with you tonight
Till tomorrow and for all of my life
And there’s nowhere in the world I’d rather be
Than here in my room dreaming with you endlessly
With you tonight
And there’s nowhere in the world I’d rather be
Than here in my room dreaming with you endlessly"

By Lune

生命列車

人生一世，就好比是一次搭車旅行，要经歷無数次上車、下車; 時常有事故發生; 有時是意外驚喜，有時却是刻骨铭心的悲傷…… 降生人世，我們就坐上了生命列車。我們以為我們最先見到的那兩個人------我們的父母，會在人生旅途中一直陪伴着我們。很遺憾，事實並非如此。

他們會在某個車站下車，留下我們，孤獨無助。他們的愛、他們的情、他們不可替代的陪伴，再也無法尋找。盡管如此，還會有其他人。他們當中的一些人，將對我們有著特殊的意義。 他們之中有我們的兄弟姐妹, 有我們的親朋好友。我們還將會體驗千古不朽的愛情故事。坐同一班車的人當中，有的輕鬆旅行。有的却帶着深深的悲哀… … 還有的,在列車上四處奔忙，随時準備幫助有需要的人… … 很多人下車後，其他旅客對他們的回憶歷久彌新… …

但是，也有一些人，當他們離開座位時，却没有人察覺。有時候，對你來說情深義重的旅伴却坐到了另一節車廂。你只得遠離他，繼續你的旅程。當然，在旅途中，你也可以摇摇晃晃地穿過自己的車廂，去别的車廂找他.可惜, 你再也無法坐在他身旁，因為這個位置已經讓别人给占了...没關係。旅途充滿挑戰、夢想、希望、離别… … 就是不能回頭。

因此，尽量使旅途愉快吧！善待旅途上遇見的所有旅客，找出人們身上的閃光點。永遠記住，在某一段旅程中，有人會猶豫徬徨，因為我們自己也會猶豫徬徨。我們要理解他人，因為我們需要他人的理解。生命之謎就是：

我們在什麽地方下車？

坐在身旁的伴侣在什麽地方下車？

我們的朋友在什麽地方下車？

我們無法知曉… …
我時常這樣想想：
到我該下車的時候，我會留戀嗎？
我想我還是會的。

和我的朋友分離，我會痛苦。
我執著地希望在我們大家都要到達的那個终點站，我們還会相聚… …

Lost my way~~~~

what a bored day,nothing to do sitting in the office. Lazy to access net, lazy to talk, lazy to move around, lazy to work....Continuously one whole week, not mood to do things, cant sleep well at night, dun even feel like wan to talk!

How i wish i could just stay alone there and doing nothing...Dun care about the "outside's world"....
Starring at the star at night and stop my brain from functioning.....
Just lay down on the sand and look at the sky....
Having a glass of wine and listen to classic music....
Sounds great uh?

BUT! Its too bad, life still continue on, i still have to face the fact---> work,eat,sleep, think and meet ppl.

Yesterday, I told guat guat that i cant slept well for this whole week,everynight when the time reach 2.45am sure i will wake up automatically. She asked:"Is it u think too much? too stress?? Too free?? Lack of exercise???Miss your bf??Having trouble with ur bf?? Think of ur ex and etc?? My answer is NO. Im fine with my bf. I din think too much and i got exercise every day also (walk to LRT) :>...

Since when, I'm in the depression. Most of the time, my brain is blank= stop functioning....The feeling of uncertainty, scared, nervous appeared one by one.

The day is early and yet so far.....

Today reached home earlier than usual ,felt very happy cause finally i can left office on time. Along the way, i talked very less, no heart to listen to their dialogues and my mind keeps on appearing something.....

Something which seems impossible to me,
Something which seems making me become crazy,
Something which seems making me become weaker,
Something which seems making my heartbeat getting fast and fast,
Something which seems making my courage getting less and less....

I'm afraid one day i will lose it,
I'm afraid one day i cant take/accept it,
I'm afraid one day i'm not what i'm....

God, pls lead me to what im supposing to , so that i can live bravely..........

記憶的抽屜

每一個人心理都有抽屜
有些回憶拿出來的時候覺得很幸福，
一不小心，也會翻到很痛很痛的地方。
因為太痛了，
努力裝做沒看見那段回憶。。。

在我的抽屜里收蕆了好多不同的記憶
我已記不起有哪幾段是幸福的，難忘的，開心的， 悲傷的，無里頭的。。。
感謝那些曾經帶給我幸福，難忘，開心，悲傷，無里頭的回憶，
因為有你們我的生命里多了色彩，也讓我從此學會了爱着、乐着、痛着。。。

痛的回億難免會讓人想忘記，不想再去觸碰，
可是倘若你沒經歷過又如何懂得痛的感覺，更珍惜呢？

好想讓自己淋一場雨噢！

在乘搭地鐵往回家的路途中, 突然覺得肩膀變得承重了, 心情變壞了, 開始憂傷了！
是我想多了嗎？
是我累壞了嗎？
是煩惱多了嗎？
是擔子重了嗎？
還是心理作用呢？
好想讓自己痛快的淋一場雨噢!希望這一場雨能;
帶走我的憂傷,
沖走我的煩惱,
淋走我的不清醒,
奪走我的胡思亂想,
好讓我能忘卻現在的憂傷，在次的快樂起來。。。。。。

Missing you....

Now is 8.15pm, guessed dear is on the way back to his working island lo.Start missing him now tim..Although we didn't talk much these few days, didn't stick together every hours, I still felt happy and satisfied…:P

I felt happy because we didn't quarrel this time….kekeke….sounds like we quarrell every time when we meet tim…actually its not that kind of meaning la…Just some time we got different thoughts and perceptions on each other and start to have argument. Previously, I used to judge him by my own views and thoughts that caused us ended the day with unhappy. I didn’t think of to stand on his views and look the things in whole pictures; I just care about my own feelings and perceptions. Perhaps I’m expecting too much in this relationship. …Plus, we are lacking of communication since we stay apart from each other. That’s d reasons why I started to think nonsense and lost trust on him…..

Dear, just wan to tell you that actually I was not happy when you told me the story of ur roommate's girlfriend's thingy…Jealousy appeared in my mind that time, I knew there was no others meaning at the story behind. Quickly, I refreshed my mind and chose to trust in you. Thank god.. ..

Against, you told me that you wan to back tonight suddenly because it’s your colleague’s birthday and wanted you to be there. I was really mad on that time; I chose to stay quiet after knowing this as I need times to cool down. Later in the noon, you told me the reason why you chose to back tonight and I understood. I knew it’s hard for you to decide also. Actually, I had accepted it in the morning because I had learnt to be understanding and caring. I trust you in everything you do, every words you said. I knew that you had tried to change yourself to make our relationship better too. So….”kambateh” to both of us to make our relationship getting more stronger and better ya…:> Awaiting for the next .........

往日只能回味

幾個月前，收到了一封短訊，是由小學就認識到現在的朋友所發出的。
接到了她將要結婚的消息，好替她開心噢，她希望我能出席她的婚宴，可是我可惡的公司凍結了我們12月的假期。于是，就只好拒絕了她的邀請，頓時的我心理不盡的發出了傷感的嘆息。我好想出席她的婚宴噢！好想與他一起分享這一份喜悅。

回想往日，我們之間的友情曾經是多么的好，緣份拉進了我們之間的距離，好巧的是我們從預備班就開始同班直到FORM 5，我們一起參加了同一個社團，時常出雙入對。直到FORM 5以后，我們分隔倆地，就此少了聯系，各自過着忙碌的生活，為了迎接一段嶄新的人生。好懷戀以往的美好時光噢！

隨着日子的曾長，朋友一個接一個的從一個小城市離開了。逐漸的感覺到曾經多要好的朋友日漸的變成陌生了。。。。。這就是我們所謂的人生嗎？友情可以經得起考驗嗎？

The day caught in the traffic jam

What a "unlucky" day today, this was the first time caught in the traffic jam for about 2 1/2hours. Left Cycber's office around 5.30pm. Thought today can reach home early, who knows....IT WAS A RAINNING DAY!!!! OMG.....reached jalan tun razak about 6.00pm..then started caught in the traffic jam untill 8.30pm then only reached home....(Normally, i only take 1 hour's time to reach home from Cycber's office.)

Travelled all the way from cycber to my home plus raining day really make me feel so sleepy....Along the way, i only can see cars, the rains, motocycles.....My stomach started "ringging".....kulutkulut......It was the sign of HUNGRY.....Think of many foods to eat...suddenly feel like wan to eat BAH KUT TEH, TOM YAM, CURRY MEE and etc. Ended up, ate "TAI CHAO" at Sri Rampai there........

My brain was blank during the journey back home, cant function anymore, thus didnt chat much with thaya also....I knew that i kept on complaining bout the traffic jam..hehehhe....cause really took long time to reach home ler...I didnt meant to blame u ya, thaya...kekekke...just simply nagging only..wakakka....Luckily tomorrow im on leave, thus it doesnt matter if reach home late cause i still got time to get rest .:P...

OOppss....SHhh...ShhSHHh....have to type gentle and soft now cause dear is sleeping!! Wao...first time sleep so early, perhaps he is really tired and bored to stay at home for whole day...Dear ar dear...dun always say im "kao beh" la ....I just simply ask and say only la sometimes...kekek... Its girl's nature...like to ask questions and talk..:P U should get used of it and think it in a simple and positive way...hehhe....ka la...i wan to watch drama liao...lazy to continue ler....Tat's all for this..TATA..

信任

昨天無意間看到了朋友的一封郵件，內容關于“信任”。
看完了那一篇文章，讓我不經意的想起了我與他之間。
才發現到，在過去的日子里，我的任性，執着，要求，質疑。。。幾乎成了這段感情的拌腳石。

或許是我缺少了對他的一份信任吧！
與他在一起的日子久了，對他的要求多了，自然而然的就想改變他，
忘了原先我喜歡的那個他，一心想把他變成我心目中所理想的人。
我開始了學會比較，不耐煩，抱怨，對他的態度也差了， 我們之間的感情也開始慢慢的淡化了。

幸好，我領悟了，決定改變我自己，也改變了我對他的態度，看法。
我們之間多了溝通，體諒，信任。。。。。
這才使得我倆之間能走到今天。

TRUST :
1) NO POINTING FINGERS

- We all look forward to being loved and respected. Many people are afraid of losing face. Generally, when a person makes a mistake, he would look around to find a scapegoat to point the finger at. This is the start of a war. We should always remember that when we point one finger at a person, the other four fingers are pointing at ourselves. If we forgive the others, others will ignore our mistake too.

2) CREATING PERFECT RELATIONSHIPS?

- There is a saying that a perfect match can only be found between a blind wife and a deaf husband ,because the blind wife cannot see the faults of the husband and the deaf husband cannot hear the nagging of the wife. Many couples are blind and deaf at the courting stage and dream of perpetual perfect relationship. Unfortunately, when the excitement of love wears off, they wake up and discover that marriage is not a bed of roses. The nightmare begins.

3) NO OVERPOWERING

- Many relationships fail because one party tries to overpower another, or demands too much. People in love tend to think that love will conquer all and their spouses will change the bad habits after marriage. Actually, this is not the case. There is a Chinese saying which carries the meaning that "It is easier to reshape a mountain or a river than a person's character."
It is not easy to change. Thus, having high expectation on changing the spouse character will cause disappointment and unpleasantness. It would be less painful to change ourselves and lower our expectations..

4) RIGHT SPEECH

-There is a Chinese saying which carries the meaning that "A speech will either prosper or ruin a nation." Many relationships break off because of wrong speech. When a couple is too close with each other,we always forget mutual respect and courtesy. We may say anything without considering if it would hurt the other party. Frequently exchanging these remarks plants the seed for a bad relationship. It's like a broken egg - cannot be reversed

5) PERSONAL PERCEPTION

- Different people have different perception. One man's meat could be another man's poison. You can never have everyone praise you, nor will everyone condemn you. Never in the past, not at present, and never will be in the future. Thus, do not be too bothered by others words if our conscience is clear..

6) BE PATIENT

-Think first before u lose your patience with someone u love. Trucks can be repaired.. Broken bones & hurt feelings often can't. Too often we fail to recognize the difference between the person and the performance. We forget that forgiveness is greater than revenge. People make mistakes. We are allowed to make mistakes. But the actions we take while in a rage will haunt us forever.

First movie Day @ 19/11/2008 with my gang

Today, system only available around 2pm. Thus, use this "opportunity" to update my blog for yesterday's event. Left another 15 mins to write blog then wan go for lunch lo...Bit hungry now...Ok la, let me start for yesterday's event first....

Huray!!!Movie day organised by Uncle Pat on wednesday@ 19/11/2008.

At first, the majority chose Coffin, too bad, the timing not ngam then change to "Madagascar". Its a Cartoon movie, you know!!!! The movie which i dun really like to watch..but i still watch till the end. Although i got fall asleep in between, but i still knew what's the content of the movie ler....I still remember who is Alakay, Duba, Madi and etc....kekekeke.....

Heard from someone said that, types of movie choose to watch is not important, the most important thing is the person who watch together. That's y im there for yesterday..kekekekek....
Just wan to grab this chance to gather together and chit chat. First time tried the burger at Carl's Junior in the pavillion. The burger was so tasty and expensive too. kekeke...Recall back for yesterday's event, the most deepest memory in my mind was the joke made by Amerlyn and guat guat, before movie starts, they acted silly and funny in front of me and we laugh till out of control. I still remember when Amerlyn shout at Patrick's name, one guy look at our side. We guessed that guy also name Patrick.....:P..weird weird..the nams is too common..kekeke..

Erm....times up ler.....wan to go for lunch liao...to be continue....at the same time waiting for litle yi's photo also...

The "Supid Day" of ME..so embarassssss

As usual, heard the alarm rang in the morning..then OFF the alarm immediately and continue to sleep. Dun bother that much, sleep for another 10 mins then only wake up!! Time's up!!! Faster get myself ready as soon as possible before im late.

Nothing special in the morning time. Take breakfast, attend briefing seems like the needed things to be done in the morning. No much work to do for today, life is simple and easy. Lunch for today was so special than the other days. Nee and I took maggie mee as our lunch. 3 packets sharing by 2 of us. Nee so useless, cant even finish it..kekeke.... She complaint that i gav her more than 1 1/2 packets which caused her cant finish...hahahaha....funny hor!!

Special thing was happended in the noon time, i had made a big "joke" in front of my colleagues. The topic for today is "Who is the President of USA??? Who is the Prime Minister of Malaysia?? Who is the President of Singapore, Taiwan, Hong Kong...and bla bla bla???? " Nee, yee ling, litle yi and pei hiang....pls la...im bringging joys to u guys by giving funny, stupid answer ler. I did it purposely la....wakakakak..U all should appreciate my efforts ler...Dun just keeps on laughing at my answer and shake ur head.:>

I know u all felt so sleepy and no mood to continue with the testing. That's y im there to bring u guys funs, joys. See!! !!! !!! U all look more energetic after the joke. I knew that i had gave the stupid answer, but it doesnt means that i dun know, k??kekeke...So pls dun go and spread this out ya. It will spoil my reputation.... hehehehe... especially little yi!!! For my own good reputation's sake, so just forget bout today's "JOKE" ya. Start from now onwards, i will read newspapers more often ....hiak hiak hiak.....

"Mission for 2009"
a) Reading newspapers become one of my habit

Red box day @ friday

Friday's night was so unforgetable and crazy. WE hang out together and choose the redbox@the gardens be our gathering place to celebrate little yi's birthday. Litle Yi, you re older one year lo. Dun be so stubborn liao ar. Its time for u to change and adapt to change lo....kekeke.....

We scream whole night and play around with each other. Amerlyn, ur @#$%^ really got "TAN XIN"...nice to hold....wakakak..dun think nonsence ar...suddenly thinking of the song called " FRIEND by Emmi chou" which we sang last night. The moment we sing this song, i felt very touched. The lyrics is so meaningful.
To all my friends who is reading my blog now, pls remember we are always together ya. No matter what, how, where and whenver u need help, i will lend out my hand to you...:>

Through this opportunity, wan to say Thank You to guat, litle yi, irene, and amerlyn for accompanying me when i am in the hard time. Without you all, i think i will become worst. Thanks so much ya. Love u all......:>

Ok la...dun wan to talk so much here le...later u all will feel geli...post some nice pics for u all to enjoy...

The foods are not bad...we still have the appetite to have it. This is the second round for us.
Acting there, the Garden's redbox really high class than others.

We re holding the mic only.kekekke....

Pose continue from guat's house, yi,u know what happen rite??

Four of us, irene, guat and amerlyn.

Wer's amerlyn??opss....she is late...

Waiting for the sweet moment to come...

Yesterday morning, before i start working, been informed by nee nee that, air asiagot free seats to travel to other countries. HM!!!At that moment, immediately i log in to airasia's website and search for the flight infor. Damn IT, blocked my PC from surf net. Luckily, i still can use others PC to continue my booking.... kekke...Initially plan to go Hong Kong, but tat's too sudden, scared no budget..then downgrade to BALI....:P

BALI is also ok ar....got nice view, got beach.:>Heard ppl said it is a romantic's place. Now start to imagine already...wakaak.....This will be the first time travel with HIM together out of malaysia, dun know how will it be later. Anywer, im ensure that we will have a good trip...kekeke....

Dear, thanks for waking up in the morning to discuss the trip with me ya. When i told u that i cant do any booking through my company's PC and u try ur best there also. ..:> It made me so touch. Maybe this is not a big deal for others, but it meant lots to me. The feeling of been care, i felt it......

Continue part 2 @Photo session...

Today, i will continue to post the pretty, funny pics....kekekkee

Start from the dim sum first

Then comes to the lunch

Feel free to see the dishes n cakes

Our dinner time

Playing timesssss...unforgetable day...

~~to be continue~~

Company's outing @ Port Dickson..

SATURDAY
Woke up early in the morning and packed again. Realised that got many things left behind. kekeke......Im so blur when packing during friday's night. Luckily got bring all the things. We start our journey by eating "dim sum" at Sri Petaling. The time was late when we start drive to PD. We reached Tanjung Regency about 12pm something. Group photo sessions were overed. Felt bit dissapointed as we missed the group photo. All has to blame the map, lead us to wrong way...ekekekk blame the map pula....wahahha....actually we all dun know how to read the map..:P

The lunch was really really sucks...No tasty at all. Actually we all felt very hungry already, when we saw the food, we totally lost appetite. Then some of them went out to mamak stall and took lunch. Me, guat and yi didnt out and we just stayed inside the chalet. We didnt joined the games organized by the company. The weather was so hot. Of course la, for me, sure i wont go out one, better stay in the chalet and have a rest.kekek....Helped guat to do the nails art. ERm....no bad too....kkekeke....

After that, we went to the seaside. The weather is just nice for us.... we just stayed a while then went up to dress up ourselves with the Hawaiian style. kekeke....Finally, the dinner time is coming. But the food was again made us dissaipointed...:

We chit chat at night time. Amerlyn, u had brought lots of jokes and funs to us. We really had a great time with u. keke...the jokes was so "ham sap" ....hahahha
Unce Pat, Hong, and Kent also can mix up with your funny jokes...unbelievable....ngua ngua ngua.....
~~Ends of Saturday~

SUNDAY
Rainning in the morning, we went to seaside and played around. We played volleyball a while then ran towards seaside. It was so re;axing, we played played water, shouted shouted, chasing at each other. Time past so fast, we need to go up to chalet and take bath. After that, checked out the chalet and start the next trip to Melaka. The 2-3 hours melaka trip was terrible. WE walked under the sunshine, the weather was extremely hot hot hot..This was the first time i got SWEAT !!!!! ARghghghghg.... Not feeling good at all....

Our lunch for today was "雞粒飯", this was the first time i ate Melaka's famous food. After that, we just hanging around the jonker street. Walked har walker har, i saw kent at "糖水店". Thanks god. I got excuse to stop us from continue walking around liao. wahahah..... Walked in to the"糖水店" and ordered ice kacang. , ngek ngek ngek, i can rest a while and stop walking under sunshine. Our journey to Melaka ended bout 3pm something. Then drove back to KL lo.....
~Goodbye Port Dickson and Melaka~...


This is my gang.



Cheun, hui, nee and sin sin..


Hawaiian's night.

It's friday

Finally....finish packing for tomorrow PD's trip. This time took quite long time to pack the things though only go for 2 days and 1 night. heheh...maybe no really care at all guah. Then just pack slow and slowly. Brain cant function well when packing, dun know got bring the needed things or not. !@#$%^ Just let it be if really forgot to bring this ar or that lo. kekek.....now dun have any feeling at all bout tomorrow's company outing....maybe its time to sleep liao...

Opppsss....still cant sleep yet, i havent take bath ...=.=" ....feel bit lazy and sleepy now...wakaka....haiz.....really have to go n take bath lo..if not, later sure i will go n sleep straight away de..:P...

Shopping day~~~

Wao.....so tired and yet excited today. Another non online time, nothing to do in the office.(actually there is many things for me to do, just i feel lazy only, kekeke). Felt so bored and sleepy after lunch, lazy to work, lazy to surf net, lazy to talk, lazy to move around. :<....Till the end, really cant stand for it anymore and start to gosip gosip, walk around and chit chatting. Dun know the boss got noticed about our "lazy, relaxed" style or not...

Finally, time reached 5.15pm. Faster shut the pc down and travel from cycber jaya to kl office. In themid way, met irene, then we jalan jalan together with HC. Thanks HC for accompanying me to collect my bui bui's handphone ya. heheh.... We jalan-jalan non stop till the foot start feel pain. Quite admired myself for walking so long hours...wahahaha...Though we didnt bought lots things, but the excitement was come from the laughters, chit chatting. Irene, u really a good shopper ya. ....kekeke We only willing to take dinner after bought the things we want. :P...Then after dinner, we start our "hunting mission" again. We had discussed what else we need to buy while having dinner. So its easier for us to plan for the rest of the minimal time. Shopping during weekdays is not a bad thing.At least, you wont see there is many ppl there. Besides, no ppl berebut rebut with you. :>

In conlusion, had spent a great time for today except "bored and sleepy" when in the office. .....

~THE END~

Relaxing Wednesay!!!

Life for today is so easy...FABULOUS!! No need to do testing cause no online system..kekekek..happy happy...the feeling is just like friday!Too bad, today is wednesday...still 2 more days to go.

Morning "curi" colleague's nasi lemak as breakfast..pai seh pai seh...Nee, thanks for the nasi lemak ya. After breakfast done, we straight away rush for concall with SG side. Then talk talk, discuss discuss, laugh laugh till 1 hour plus. Back to workstation for bout 2 bours then metting with boss. zzzz.....so sleepy and bored. Boss a bit "chang qi", hold the meeting bout 1 hour......normal lunch hour is over ed liao....^.^....Perut start bising already but my boss still talk , talk, talk and talk. Think all of them also cant tahan liao. Somemore, we are having farewell lunch with cheun and there are few ppl from different department waiting for us also.

We wait, wait, wait and wait, finally, boss finished her talking. Gosh.....faster rush to get the purse and left office immediately. We ordered 8 dishes for 15 ppls. The lunch was really great, funny and full. We all seems like very enjoyed and relaxed for today. After lunch, some of the colleagues gathered at my workstation and chit chat. We discussed what to wear for Sat's night. We have been informed that we need to dress up with HAWAIIAN's feel then only entitle for the lucky draw. What a !@#$%^ rules! Make us headache only.

After work, dated with guat and yi to timesquare, ended up got nothing on our hand. =.="......Nvm la, still got 2 days more to look for it. Should be ok de la...waiting for the exciting moment to come. ....

Blurrrr Monday...

What a tired and sleepy monday...last night only slept for bout 4 hours...really really sleepy and no energy at all. Though my body is sitting inside the office, but my brain dun know fly to where already. I wish i have a pair of wings then i can fly back home and get a nice sleep.No mood to work today, but have to force myself to work also. Cause this is our life. Everyday only work, eat, sleep then wake up and work, eat , sleep again. Keeps on repeating till friday night.

Lunch for today was great, which prepared by my little xin yi. Thanks for the lunch ya. It tastes good. After lunch, feel more sleepy and bored, my eyes getting small and smaller, totally cant see the screen clearly....after that find guat guat to chat throgh IM and we are discussing about the dressing for this coming sat's night. Our dress code for this coming sat's night is HAWAIIAN DRESS. We talked about what to wear and how should we dress up ourselves. kekekke..talk har talk ar..feel like very syiok. Suddenly i think of roxy's shirt. I like the shirt very much. Still considering whether want to buy or not. Scared later i only wear once then put aside. It is so wasting.

AaAaaAaa.....feel very sleepy now. Hopefully, i can sleep well and dun get awake in the midnight. Else, tomorrow sure zzzzzz again. But one thing for sure is, i can sleep tight tonight..hehhehe..got the good night kiss. Feel so warm and sweet. :P.....Hope this kind of feeling stays inside my heart forever and ever and wont dissapear. Ok la, its time to say good nite lo.......

Its sunday.....

Finally!!!No staying in the house anymore. Out and took lunch at WIN SOON fish head bee hun...kekkeke....then after that headed to Mid Valley, went to pet's wonderland. Saw many cute dogs there, made me XIN YANG YANG , feel like wan to buy. Too bad, my sister dun allow me to do so. Cause she think i wont be able to take care of it. Erm...can say that most of the ppl surrounding me also dun believe that i can take up this "mission" and make it as a successful mission..kekkeke...Its ok, im willing to take the advice, will wait till i really really got patient then only go and buy...Dog ar dog...pls wait for me ya.:P

Although today i got chance to go out, but the feeling and mood is not really that good. I also dun know why. Recently,im quite moody and always think nonsence. I had tried to control myself, but seems useless. Quarelling happened between us again. In generally, i think i am the one who start the fire first. I didnt mean to do so. Just that i cant control my temper..:< Start from now onwards, think i have to learn how to be more understanding and forgiveness. Oh ya...thanks for accompanying me today ya. I know you are tired and no mood to shop also. Ur face look likes really no energy and not "smilling"also. But its ok la, i wont blame you cause i had learnt no to demand that much. Its enough you re there already.

The dinner time was great, tiong's sisters finally got chance to take dinner together.Its so dificult for us to sit down and chit chat although we are staying together. All of us are busying with our own things. Luckily, we are still able to cope up with each other...kekke....its late now, time for me to go bed ler. Tomorrow have to work, so siem........

Bored saturday!!!

Bored saturday, initially plan to go out and have a walk, to get a fresh air.Who knows, end up stay in the house and watch series dramas and movie. Well, have to blame the weather lo, its too hot outside which spoilt my mood to go out. Besides, the rest also feel lazy to go out....sigh!!!! The plan gone at last.

The "good" weather made us feel lazy to take lunch at outside. Finally, we decided to order the Pizzahut, we are so greedy to order pizzas and appertizers till cant finish. A bit wasting hor? But no choice, cause it happened already.Kekeke....next time will make sure the portion is just enough for us..:P

After that, watched a movie called "The Ruins" , the movie is so disgusting. Make me feel like wan vomit. Luckily, i still can tahan till the end. Cause i opened 1 eye and closed 1 eye, then ma wont see the most disgusting part lo. heheh...clever le...then suddenly, heard someone said:" If u so scared then dun watch lo!". MR...although im scared but i still love to watch a..cause i like tat kind of feeling and enjoy it much...hehehe....

Today's dinner is bah kut teh again. This week, i had took 3 dinners for bah kut teh liao. Definitely, will become healthier than previous. Drink so many times so call " herbal" soup..:P Time passed so fast, now its sunday. Awaiting for sunday's coming, hopefully i can have a good day. I dun wan to have a regrettion in my day. Wish myself all the best!!

My first time be a blogger

Erm...what to write for the first time ler????Thinking thinking now.....
Suddenly got the feel to create a blog for myself...maybe its because of too bored??? follow the trend now??find a place for me to express myself???I have no idea also...:P

The feeling of first time create a blog -- excited, scared, panic......Excited cause i can be a blogger finally and i can simply write anything, Scared cause of duno what to write..bla bla bla, Panic cause dun know how to design my blog and make it interesting...hahahah...Am i thinking too much???

Today is my first time MC day for this year....kekekek.....unbelievable??But its true...too healthy for the previous past months....the feeling of MC is so so so great...cause can rest and sleep at home..:> But got nothing to do also beside sleep, bored to sit inside the room and lay on the bed...
Human's behaviours - when got the chance for you to rest and yet u felt bored pula...maybe tat's human's nature...

Now the time is 7.13pm, still got such a long night to go....Dun know how to spend the rest of my night. Suddenly thinking of HIM, a person who brings me lots of joys, tears, laughs..make me 又愛又恨...I am no sure how's our future going to be, just wish that all the best for both of us no matter what. k la.....tat's it for today..wan to go n take bath ler.....let's wait for the next blog bah...:>