nathalie@ 1 mth 17 days

Nathalie aka yao is now 1 month plus old, she is getting fatter and cutie...she looks pretty n cutie when sleeps...but look like devil when crying ..she started to manja already, the headache part was frustrated when i dun know what she crying for as there were too many reasons..it could be hungry/feel sleepy but cant fall in sleep/not feeling well and so on?? sometimes its hard for me to determine, am i not 细心enough to catch your pattern? mummy needs to work hard in order to read ur mind so that u wont need to cry for so long while mummy tries for everything possible....yao, pls forgive mummy ya...mummy felt heart pain too when seeing u crying.....mummy will try as many ways as possible so that you can sleep tight....

Bad mood de me~

How to start this topic le?  Yao yao is my everything and i wanted to spend most of my time with her, i wanted to be d first one beside/hug her when she is get frightened, be d one to make her fall in sleep, be the one to feed her milk milk and so on...but why i dun hv d chance everytime! Perhaps in others view, its good ma got ppl to help up but too bad, im not that  kind of person...im the kind rather to do my own for yao..cause she is really really important to me and i have d responsiblity for her everything....u can say i sendiri cari pasal to tanggung everything, but i dun mind cause im willing to do all these....simple reason "she is my daughter"...hate hubby's 不体貼， 不谅解 how a mother's feel....its not as easy as wat he thinks to have yao yao in my body for whole pregnancy period till yao yao is delivered!

第十三天的瑶瑶

瑶瑶已有十三天大了，忽然的我觉得有点不可思议。从知道有宝宝开始到生她出来到现在，感觉好像人生应该就是这样吧！应该算是完成我的第一段人生， 可喜可贺。一天一天看着宝宝长大， 感觉好辛福噢。宝宝的多多面部表情， 让人看了都忍不住想亲她多几下。宝宝， 妈咪好爱好爱妳噢！ 妳一定要健健康康， 快快乐乐长大喔。。妈咪会做妳的守护神， 帮妳挡掉坏人， 不让他们伤害妳！

♥xin yao is delivered♥

Finally my little princess, Nathalie aka 馨瑶@8 September 2012@2.75kg，with us now..its a precious gift from God to us...Thanks God for blessing us stay in healthy...
Now, im upgraded to be my daughter's mother, my hubby's wife, my mil's daughter in law and bla bla bla....more responsibilities, commitments and so on. now i realised its not an easy thing or perhaps should treat it as job...many things i have to learn/let go even though not wat i wish...but because of Natalie, i will definitely defeat it....yao yao, please give mommy more courages, strengths to overcome these....mommy love yao yao~~

Journey of pregnancy......week 36

This is my little xin yao in week 36....only able to take photo on baby's head plus hands....doc said unable to take whole body of baby's photo as baby is big big now......so sad :-(......i should ask for it since early.....really careless mummy...........
Couting down to meet my little princess "xin yao".......excited and yet felt scared too.....dun know how to describe my feeling now...grrrrrrr...pray hard that i can overcome all these.....another 2 weeks plus to go....i have to well prepared myself to welcome my little princess to our family... :-)

miss you...day 3

Today is the third day without u by my side...miss u like crazy...worying bout u....another 2 days only can see u...hw should i pass these 2 days?
Went for chk up today, nurse said baby very healthy...im looking great too...nw in 34 weeks liao...nurse advised can start pack mini luggage liao...waiting for u to come bak n pack together...hohoho....
xin yao very good girl these few days....she seems to knw u re nt here n move quite active to accompany me...keke....am i too sensitive?

Going to miss you~~~

Dear, this is the first time we separated at two different places after marriage......although we are sharing the same sky but yet far apart from each other...today is the first day without you, still got another 5-7 days....how should i spend the day?

How re u there now? everything ok? sure u cant get use with the environment/ppl there....i dun wish u to get use with it too......

Counting down for ur return back....me and xin yao are waiting for u to come back ooo......take good care of urself ya......i will take good care of myself and baby too........muackxxxx.......

Am i thinking too much？

Don't knw hw to express my feeling now..is it i thinking too much？ could it be just normal things？i jus knw tat i dislike this feeling..

dont he knws hw woud i feel n try to avoid it？y must i tolerate instead of he change it？还有一段好长的路要走下去啊！珍，加油哦！

journey of joyous...

Baby's movement less active recently, worried untill i consulted doc. Doc said baby is growing bigger and do not have much spaces for baby to move around inside, that's why can feel that baby's movement not as active as previous......after heard this, i felt released.....

But getting another bad new, its about baby's head haven't turn down yet in week 32. Normally baby's head will turn down around this period....doc asked me to go back and check again after 2 weeks.

Hopefully everything will be going alright and i can giv birth in natural way....pray hard to the God....
Baby, you must work hard together with mummy oo...

I'm back..yeah

Finally im back to blogging again after 2 years plus....yeah......
I'm just so so moodless and lazy to work in this lazy afternoon, thus spent a litle time blogging here....

Life changes so much in between, and now im married and going to have little princess join my life too.....it sounds wonderful uhh...i just cant wait to see her.....wonder how she looks like...she is healthy inside my body? can she heard wat i told her? can she feel mummy here? wat name suit her? will she likes the name i chose for her later? many many questions come across my mind about her.......:-)