My personality.....

Its time for me to build up myself after decided to do so. I have to remind myself that there is no way for me to look back and think again. I must stay firm with the decision that i had made and keep moving on, no matter is work related or others.

I heard someone said, im the kind like mumbling lots at first and then at the end still will accept too. She added "actually u got answer in your heart already, you just wan to find ppl to support you." Its true! Cause i really no confidence in myself though most of the ppl ard me said "u can make it, u can do it and bla bla bla." Be honestly, i felt stress when ppl said like this. I scared will disapponted those ppl who really look "high" on me. I hate to bring the disappointment to ppl. The feeling is really suck.......

Even, i myself also not trusting on my own when situated in the decision making. Felt like always make the wrong decision and lost the ability to make judgement.............

Stuck at somewer else...

Recently, felt like everything around me went not so smooth .....Till date, i still dun know wat i want and how to make decision..."Life is great!!" My fren just told me recently....It seems like applied to her but not for me....

Now, for me, the life not really great! Or i dun know how to appreciate it?? Wan or dun wan?? Its just a simple word and seems like very easy....but how come it makes ppl so difficult to choose and decide??

Been thinking for it quite sometime....will it comes too early for me? Shuld i giv up? Shuld i trust it? Is it the right decision i made? Arghghg............so headache.....dun care tat much ler... Better put more attention on the other thing....... Wish that "life is really great" apply to me....