Missing you....

Now is 8.15pm, guessed dear is on the way back to his working island lo.Start missing him now tim..Although we didn't talk much these few days, didn't stick together every hours, I still felt happy and satisfied…:P

I felt happy because we didn't quarrel this time….kekeke….sounds like we quarrell every time when we meet tim…actually its not that kind of meaning la…Just some time we got different thoughts and perceptions on each other and start to have argument. Previously, I used to judge him by my own views and thoughts that caused us ended the day with unhappy. I didn’t think of to stand on his views and look the things in whole pictures; I just care about my own feelings and perceptions. Perhaps I’m expecting too much in this relationship. …Plus, we are lacking of communication since we stay apart from each other. That’s d reasons why I started to think nonsense and lost trust on him…..

Dear, just wan to tell you that actually I was not happy when you told me the story of ur roommate's girlfriend's thingy…Jealousy appeared in my mind that time, I knew there was no others meaning at the story behind. Quickly, I refreshed my mind and chose to trust in you. Thank god.. ..

Against, you told me that you wan to back tonight suddenly because it’s your colleague’s birthday and wanted you to be there. I was really mad on that time; I chose to stay quiet after knowing this as I need times to cool down. Later in the noon, you told me the reason why you chose to back tonight and I understood. I knew it’s hard for you to decide also. Actually, I had accepted it in the morning because I had learnt to be understanding and caring. I trust you in everything you do, every words you said. I knew that you had tried to change yourself to make our relationship better too. So….”kambateh” to both of us to make our relationship getting more stronger and better ya…:> Awaiting for the next .........

往日只能回味

幾個月前，收到了一封短訊，是由小學就認識到現在的朋友所發出的。
接到了她將要結婚的消息，好替她開心噢，她希望我能出席她的婚宴，可是我可惡的公司凍結了我們12月的假期。于是，就只好拒絕了她的邀請，頓時的我心理不盡的發出了傷感的嘆息。我好想出席她的婚宴噢！好想與他一起分享這一份喜悅。

回想往日，我們之間的友情曾經是多么的好，緣份拉進了我們之間的距離，好巧的是我們從預備班就開始同班直到FORM 5，我們一起參加了同一個社團，時常出雙入對。直到FORM 5以后，我們分隔倆地，就此少了聯系，各自過着忙碌的生活，為了迎接一段嶄新的人生。好懷戀以往的美好時光噢！

隨着日子的曾長，朋友一個接一個的從一個小城市離開了。逐漸的感覺到曾經多要好的朋友日漸的變成陌生了。。。。。這就是我們所謂的人生嗎？友情可以經得起考驗嗎？

The day caught in the traffic jam

What a "unlucky" day today, this was the first time caught in the traffic jam for about 2 1/2hours. Left Cycber's office around 5.30pm. Thought today can reach home early, who knows....IT WAS A RAINNING DAY!!!! OMG.....reached jalan tun razak about 6.00pm..then started caught in the traffic jam untill 8.30pm then only reached home....(Normally, i only take 1 hour's time to reach home from Cycber's office.)

Travelled all the way from cycber to my home plus raining day really make me feel so sleepy....Along the way, i only can see cars, the rains, motocycles.....My stomach started "ringging".....kulutkulut......It was the sign of HUNGRY.....Think of many foods to eat...suddenly feel like wan to eat BAH KUT TEH, TOM YAM, CURRY MEE and etc. Ended up, ate "TAI CHAO" at Sri Rampai there........

My brain was blank during the journey back home, cant function anymore, thus didnt chat much with thaya also....I knew that i kept on complaining bout the traffic jam..hehehhe....cause really took long time to reach home ler...I didnt meant to blame u ya, thaya...kekekke...just simply nagging only..wakakka....Luckily tomorrow im on leave, thus it doesnt matter if reach home late cause i still got time to get rest .:P...

OOppss....SHhh...ShhSHHh....have to type gentle and soft now cause dear is sleeping!! Wao...first time sleep so early, perhaps he is really tired and bored to stay at home for whole day...Dear ar dear...dun always say im "kao beh" la ....I just simply ask and say only la sometimes...kekek... Its girl's nature...like to ask questions and talk..:P U should get used of it and think it in a simple and positive way...hehhe....ka la...i wan to watch drama liao...lazy to continue ler....Tat's all for this..TATA..

信任

昨天無意間看到了朋友的一封郵件，內容關于“信任”。
看完了那一篇文章，讓我不經意的想起了我與他之間。
才發現到，在過去的日子里，我的任性，執着，要求，質疑。。。幾乎成了這段感情的拌腳石。

或許是我缺少了對他的一份信任吧！
與他在一起的日子久了，對他的要求多了，自然而然的就想改變他，
忘了原先我喜歡的那個他，一心想把他變成我心目中所理想的人。
我開始了學會比較，不耐煩，抱怨，對他的態度也差了， 我們之間的感情也開始慢慢的淡化了。

幸好，我領悟了，決定改變我自己，也改變了我對他的態度，看法。
我們之間多了溝通，體諒，信任。。。。。
這才使得我倆之間能走到今天。

TRUST :
1) NO POINTING FINGERS

- We all look forward to being loved and respected. Many people are afraid of losing face. Generally, when a person makes a mistake, he would look around to find a scapegoat to point the finger at. This is the start of a war. We should always remember that when we point one finger at a person, the other four fingers are pointing at ourselves. If we forgive the others, others will ignore our mistake too.

2) CREATING PERFECT RELATIONSHIPS?

- There is a saying that a perfect match can only be found between a blind wife and a deaf husband ,because the blind wife cannot see the faults of the husband and the deaf husband cannot hear the nagging of the wife. Many couples are blind and deaf at the courting stage and dream of perpetual perfect relationship. Unfortunately, when the excitement of love wears off, they wake up and discover that marriage is not a bed of roses. The nightmare begins.

3) NO OVERPOWERING

- Many relationships fail because one party tries to overpower another, or demands too much. People in love tend to think that love will conquer all and their spouses will change the bad habits after marriage. Actually, this is not the case. There is a Chinese saying which carries the meaning that "It is easier to reshape a mountain or a river than a person's character."
It is not easy to change. Thus, having high expectation on changing the spouse character will cause disappointment and unpleasantness. It would be less painful to change ourselves and lower our expectations..

4) RIGHT SPEECH

-There is a Chinese saying which carries the meaning that "A speech will either prosper or ruin a nation." Many relationships break off because of wrong speech. When a couple is too close with each other,we always forget mutual respect and courtesy. We may say anything without considering if it would hurt the other party. Frequently exchanging these remarks plants the seed for a bad relationship. It's like a broken egg - cannot be reversed

5) PERSONAL PERCEPTION

- Different people have different perception. One man's meat could be another man's poison. You can never have everyone praise you, nor will everyone condemn you. Never in the past, not at present, and never will be in the future. Thus, do not be too bothered by others words if our conscience is clear..

6) BE PATIENT

-Think first before u lose your patience with someone u love. Trucks can be repaired.. Broken bones & hurt feelings often can't. Too often we fail to recognize the difference between the person and the performance. We forget that forgiveness is greater than revenge. People make mistakes. We are allowed to make mistakes. But the actions we take while in a rage will haunt us forever.

First movie Day @ 19/11/2008 with my gang

Today, system only available around 2pm. Thus, use this "opportunity" to update my blog for yesterday's event. Left another 15 mins to write blog then wan go for lunch lo...Bit hungry now...Ok la, let me start for yesterday's event first....

Huray!!!Movie day organised by Uncle Pat on wednesday@ 19/11/2008.

At first, the majority chose Coffin, too bad, the timing not ngam then change to "Madagascar". Its a Cartoon movie, you know!!!! The movie which i dun really like to watch..but i still watch till the end. Although i got fall asleep in between, but i still knew what's the content of the movie ler....I still remember who is Alakay, Duba, Madi and etc....kekekeke.....

Heard from someone said that, types of movie choose to watch is not important, the most important thing is the person who watch together. That's y im there for yesterday..kekekekek....
Just wan to grab this chance to gather together and chit chat. First time tried the burger at Carl's Junior in the pavillion. The burger was so tasty and expensive too. kekeke...Recall back for yesterday's event, the most deepest memory in my mind was the joke made by Amerlyn and guat guat, before movie starts, they acted silly and funny in front of me and we laugh till out of control. I still remember when Amerlyn shout at Patrick's name, one guy look at our side. We guessed that guy also name Patrick.....:P..weird weird..the nams is too common..kekeke..

Erm....times up ler.....wan to go for lunch liao...to be continue....at the same time waiting for litle yi's photo also...

The "Supid Day" of ME..so embarassssss

As usual, heard the alarm rang in the morning..then OFF the alarm immediately and continue to sleep. Dun bother that much, sleep for another 10 mins then only wake up!! Time's up!!! Faster get myself ready as soon as possible before im late.

Nothing special in the morning time. Take breakfast, attend briefing seems like the needed things to be done in the morning. No much work to do for today, life is simple and easy. Lunch for today was so special than the other days. Nee and I took maggie mee as our lunch. 3 packets sharing by 2 of us. Nee so useless, cant even finish it..kekeke.... She complaint that i gav her more than 1 1/2 packets which caused her cant finish...hahahaha....funny hor!!

Special thing was happended in the noon time, i had made a big "joke" in front of my colleagues. The topic for today is "Who is the President of USA??? Who is the Prime Minister of Malaysia?? Who is the President of Singapore, Taiwan, Hong Kong...and bla bla bla???? " Nee, yee ling, litle yi and pei hiang....pls la...im bringging joys to u guys by giving funny, stupid answer ler. I did it purposely la....wakakakak..U all should appreciate my efforts ler...Dun just keeps on laughing at my answer and shake ur head.:>

I know u all felt so sleepy and no mood to continue with the testing. That's y im there to bring u guys funs, joys. See!! !!! !!! U all look more energetic after the joke. I knew that i had gave the stupid answer, but it doesnt means that i dun know, k??kekeke...So pls dun go and spread this out ya. It will spoil my reputation.... hehehehe... especially little yi!!! For my own good reputation's sake, so just forget bout today's "JOKE" ya. Start from now onwards, i will read newspapers more often ....hiak hiak hiak.....

"Mission for 2009"
a) Reading newspapers become one of my habit

Red box day @ friday

Friday's night was so unforgetable and crazy. WE hang out together and choose the redbox@the gardens be our gathering place to celebrate little yi's birthday. Litle Yi, you re older one year lo. Dun be so stubborn liao ar. Its time for u to change and adapt to change lo....kekeke.....

We scream whole night and play around with each other. Amerlyn, ur @#$%^ really got "TAN XIN"...nice to hold....wakakak..dun think nonsence ar...suddenly thinking of the song called " FRIEND by Emmi chou" which we sang last night. The moment we sing this song, i felt very touched. The lyrics is so meaningful.
To all my friends who is reading my blog now, pls remember we are always together ya. No matter what, how, where and whenver u need help, i will lend out my hand to you...:>

Through this opportunity, wan to say Thank You to guat, litle yi, irene, and amerlyn for accompanying me when i am in the hard time. Without you all, i think i will become worst. Thanks so much ya. Love u all......:>

Ok la...dun wan to talk so much here le...later u all will feel geli...post some nice pics for u all to enjoy...

The foods are not bad...we still have the appetite to have it. This is the second round for us.
Acting there, the Garden's redbox really high class than others.

We re holding the mic only.kekekke....

Pose continue from guat's house, yi,u know what happen rite??

Four of us, irene, guat and amerlyn.

Wer's amerlyn??opss....she is late...

Waiting for the sweet moment to come...

Yesterday morning, before i start working, been informed by nee nee that, air asiagot free seats to travel to other countries. HM!!!At that moment, immediately i log in to airasia's website and search for the flight infor. Damn IT, blocked my PC from surf net. Luckily, i still can use others PC to continue my booking.... kekke...Initially plan to go Hong Kong, but tat's too sudden, scared no budget..then downgrade to BALI....:P

BALI is also ok ar....got nice view, got beach.:>Heard ppl said it is a romantic's place. Now start to imagine already...wakaak.....This will be the first time travel with HIM together out of malaysia, dun know how will it be later. Anywer, im ensure that we will have a good trip...kekeke....

Dear, thanks for waking up in the morning to discuss the trip with me ya. When i told u that i cant do any booking through my company's PC and u try ur best there also. ..:> It made me so touch. Maybe this is not a big deal for others, but it meant lots to me. The feeling of been care, i felt it......

Continue part 2 @Photo session...

Today, i will continue to post the pretty, funny pics....kekekkee

Start from the dim sum first

Then comes to the lunch

Feel free to see the dishes n cakes

Our dinner time

Playing timesssss...unforgetable day...

~~to be continue~~

Company's outing @ Port Dickson..

SATURDAY
Woke up early in the morning and packed again. Realised that got many things left behind. kekeke......Im so blur when packing during friday's night. Luckily got bring all the things. We start our journey by eating "dim sum" at Sri Petaling. The time was late when we start drive to PD. We reached Tanjung Regency about 12pm something. Group photo sessions were overed. Felt bit dissapointed as we missed the group photo. All has to blame the map, lead us to wrong way...ekekekk blame the map pula....wahahha....actually we all dun know how to read the map..:P

The lunch was really really sucks...No tasty at all. Actually we all felt very hungry already, when we saw the food, we totally lost appetite. Then some of them went out to mamak stall and took lunch. Me, guat and yi didnt out and we just stayed inside the chalet. We didnt joined the games organized by the company. The weather was so hot. Of course la, for me, sure i wont go out one, better stay in the chalet and have a rest.kekek....Helped guat to do the nails art. ERm....no bad too....kkekeke....

After that, we went to the seaside. The weather is just nice for us.... we just stayed a while then went up to dress up ourselves with the Hawaiian style. kekeke....Finally, the dinner time is coming. But the food was again made us dissaipointed...:

We chit chat at night time. Amerlyn, u had brought lots of jokes and funs to us. We really had a great time with u. keke...the jokes was so "ham sap" ....hahahha
Unce Pat, Hong, and Kent also can mix up with your funny jokes...unbelievable....ngua ngua ngua.....
~~Ends of Saturday~

SUNDAY
Rainning in the morning, we went to seaside and played around. We played volleyball a while then ran towards seaside. It was so re;axing, we played played water, shouted shouted, chasing at each other. Time past so fast, we need to go up to chalet and take bath. After that, checked out the chalet and start the next trip to Melaka. The 2-3 hours melaka trip was terrible. WE walked under the sunshine, the weather was extremely hot hot hot..This was the first time i got SWEAT !!!!! ARghghghghg.... Not feeling good at all....

Our lunch for today was "雞粒飯", this was the first time i ate Melaka's famous food. After that, we just hanging around the jonker street. Walked har walker har, i saw kent at "糖水店". Thanks god. I got excuse to stop us from continue walking around liao. wahahah..... Walked in to the"糖水店" and ordered ice kacang. , ngek ngek ngek, i can rest a while and stop walking under sunshine. Our journey to Melaka ended bout 3pm something. Then drove back to KL lo.....
~Goodbye Port Dickson and Melaka~...


This is my gang.



Cheun, hui, nee and sin sin..


Hawaiian's night.

It's friday

Finally....finish packing for tomorrow PD's trip. This time took quite long time to pack the things though only go for 2 days and 1 night. heheh...maybe no really care at all guah. Then just pack slow and slowly. Brain cant function well when packing, dun know got bring the needed things or not. !@#$%^ Just let it be if really forgot to bring this ar or that lo. kekek.....now dun have any feeling at all bout tomorrow's company outing....maybe its time to sleep liao...

Opppsss....still cant sleep yet, i havent take bath ...=.=" ....feel bit lazy and sleepy now...wakaka....haiz.....really have to go n take bath lo..if not, later sure i will go n sleep straight away de..:P...

Shopping day~~~

Wao.....so tired and yet excited today. Another non online time, nothing to do in the office.(actually there is many things for me to do, just i feel lazy only, kekeke). Felt so bored and sleepy after lunch, lazy to work, lazy to surf net, lazy to talk, lazy to move around. :<....Till the end, really cant stand for it anymore and start to gosip gosip, walk around and chit chatting. Dun know the boss got noticed about our "lazy, relaxed" style or not...

Finally, time reached 5.15pm. Faster shut the pc down and travel from cycber jaya to kl office. In themid way, met irene, then we jalan jalan together with HC. Thanks HC for accompanying me to collect my bui bui's handphone ya. heheh.... We jalan-jalan non stop till the foot start feel pain. Quite admired myself for walking so long hours...wahahaha...Though we didnt bought lots things, but the excitement was come from the laughters, chit chatting. Irene, u really a good shopper ya. ....kekeke We only willing to take dinner after bought the things we want. :P...Then after dinner, we start our "hunting mission" again. We had discussed what else we need to buy while having dinner. So its easier for us to plan for the rest of the minimal time. Shopping during weekdays is not a bad thing.At least, you wont see there is many ppl there. Besides, no ppl berebut rebut with you. :>

In conlusion, had spent a great time for today except "bored and sleepy" when in the office. .....

~THE END~

Relaxing Wednesay!!!

Life for today is so easy...FABULOUS!! No need to do testing cause no online system..kekekek..happy happy...the feeling is just like friday!Too bad, today is wednesday...still 2 more days to go.

Morning "curi" colleague's nasi lemak as breakfast..pai seh pai seh...Nee, thanks for the nasi lemak ya. After breakfast done, we straight away rush for concall with SG side. Then talk talk, discuss discuss, laugh laugh till 1 hour plus. Back to workstation for bout 2 bours then metting with boss. zzzz.....so sleepy and bored. Boss a bit "chang qi", hold the meeting bout 1 hour......normal lunch hour is over ed liao....^.^....Perut start bising already but my boss still talk , talk, talk and talk. Think all of them also cant tahan liao. Somemore, we are having farewell lunch with cheun and there are few ppl from different department waiting for us also.

We wait, wait, wait and wait, finally, boss finished her talking. Gosh.....faster rush to get the purse and left office immediately. We ordered 8 dishes for 15 ppls. The lunch was really great, funny and full. We all seems like very enjoyed and relaxed for today. After lunch, some of the colleagues gathered at my workstation and chit chat. We discussed what to wear for Sat's night. We have been informed that we need to dress up with HAWAIIAN's feel then only entitle for the lucky draw. What a !@#$%^ rules! Make us headache only.

After work, dated with guat and yi to timesquare, ended up got nothing on our hand. =.="......Nvm la, still got 2 days more to look for it. Should be ok de la...waiting for the exciting moment to come. ....

Blurrrr Monday...

What a tired and sleepy monday...last night only slept for bout 4 hours...really really sleepy and no energy at all. Though my body is sitting inside the office, but my brain dun know fly to where already. I wish i have a pair of wings then i can fly back home and get a nice sleep.No mood to work today, but have to force myself to work also. Cause this is our life. Everyday only work, eat, sleep then wake up and work, eat , sleep again. Keeps on repeating till friday night.

Lunch for today was great, which prepared by my little xin yi. Thanks for the lunch ya. It tastes good. After lunch, feel more sleepy and bored, my eyes getting small and smaller, totally cant see the screen clearly....after that find guat guat to chat throgh IM and we are discussing about the dressing for this coming sat's night. Our dress code for this coming sat's night is HAWAIIAN DRESS. We talked about what to wear and how should we dress up ourselves. kekekke..talk har talk ar..feel like very syiok. Suddenly i think of roxy's shirt. I like the shirt very much. Still considering whether want to buy or not. Scared later i only wear once then put aside. It is so wasting.

AaAaaAaa.....feel very sleepy now. Hopefully, i can sleep well and dun get awake in the midnight. Else, tomorrow sure zzzzzz again. But one thing for sure is, i can sleep tight tonight..hehhehe..got the good night kiss. Feel so warm and sweet. :P.....Hope this kind of feeling stays inside my heart forever and ever and wont dissapear. Ok la, its time to say good nite lo.......

Its sunday.....

Finally!!!No staying in the house anymore. Out and took lunch at WIN SOON fish head bee hun...kekkeke....then after that headed to Mid Valley, went to pet's wonderland. Saw many cute dogs there, made me XIN YANG YANG , feel like wan to buy. Too bad, my sister dun allow me to do so. Cause she think i wont be able to take care of it. Erm...can say that most of the ppl surrounding me also dun believe that i can take up this "mission" and make it as a successful mission..kekkeke...Its ok, im willing to take the advice, will wait till i really really got patient then only go and buy...Dog ar dog...pls wait for me ya.:P

Although today i got chance to go out, but the feeling and mood is not really that good. I also dun know why. Recently,im quite moody and always think nonsence. I had tried to control myself, but seems useless. Quarelling happened between us again. In generally, i think i am the one who start the fire first. I didnt mean to do so. Just that i cant control my temper..:< Start from now onwards, think i have to learn how to be more understanding and forgiveness. Oh ya...thanks for accompanying me today ya. I know you are tired and no mood to shop also. Ur face look likes really no energy and not "smilling"also. But its ok la, i wont blame you cause i had learnt no to demand that much. Its enough you re there already.

The dinner time was great, tiong's sisters finally got chance to take dinner together.Its so dificult for us to sit down and chit chat although we are staying together. All of us are busying with our own things. Luckily, we are still able to cope up with each other...kekke....its late now, time for me to go bed ler. Tomorrow have to work, so siem........

Bored saturday!!!

Bored saturday, initially plan to go out and have a walk, to get a fresh air.Who knows, end up stay in the house and watch series dramas and movie. Well, have to blame the weather lo, its too hot outside which spoilt my mood to go out. Besides, the rest also feel lazy to go out....sigh!!!! The plan gone at last.

The "good" weather made us feel lazy to take lunch at outside. Finally, we decided to order the Pizzahut, we are so greedy to order pizzas and appertizers till cant finish. A bit wasting hor? But no choice, cause it happened already.Kekeke....next time will make sure the portion is just enough for us..:P

After that, watched a movie called "The Ruins" , the movie is so disgusting. Make me feel like wan vomit. Luckily, i still can tahan till the end. Cause i opened 1 eye and closed 1 eye, then ma wont see the most disgusting part lo. heheh...clever le...then suddenly, heard someone said:" If u so scared then dun watch lo!". MR...although im scared but i still love to watch a..cause i like tat kind of feeling and enjoy it much...hehehe....

Today's dinner is bah kut teh again. This week, i had took 3 dinners for bah kut teh liao. Definitely, will become healthier than previous. Drink so many times so call " herbal" soup..:P Time passed so fast, now its sunday. Awaiting for sunday's coming, hopefully i can have a good day. I dun wan to have a regrettion in my day. Wish myself all the best!!