Sunday, December 28, 2008

Complicated

Here comes to the end of my December's holiday, in between, something happened. Something which made my mood and my heart became more complicated. Something which i dun know how to solve. Something which i dun dare to predict. Something which turn me into the darkness.

I do wish that everything never happen and there's no up and down time in my life. Hopefully i can have a better 2009. Hopefully everything is going to be alright. Hopefully i can continue to survive well......

Friday, December 26, 2008

狮子座

狮子座人永远如这个世界舞台的主角,占据最惹眼的位置,流露最灿烂的光芒。然而当剧场谢幕,灿烂煞然消逝——狮子低下了头,只留给自己不为人知的怅然与沧桑……

狮子座是由太阳神阿波罗所管理,所以本他身上处处显露阳光、热情、自信、大方都是他的特质。而且天仕的领导才能令他喜欢指挥别人和有强大的组织能力,不过过份自信变成自大,加上固执的性格,反应夸张,有时令人不知如何与他相处。喜欢成为焦点人物的狮子座,都有脆弱之时;因为他们太在乎别人对他的看法,往往因此而不快乐;不肯认输的个性,也是令自己不愉快的泉源。

狮子座总是很喜欢自己凌驾于万人之上的感觉,那种感觉一旦不在就会觉得浑身难受,那不是想在别人面前的炫耀,而是想找到自己心里一直都有的平衡,按照他们心里的感受他们很想大发脾气,但是情形不容许他们发脾气的时候他们往往就会变得很忧郁,强颜欢笑,郁郁寡欢。

灰姑娘的爱情对于狮子来说是没有吸引力的,他们的爱情里匹配观念很强,也不容易推陈出新,而是喜欢遵从英雄美人的传统印象进行配对。因此,狮子渴望的爱看起来更像是一副风景画,它强调对称的美感,却很容易忽略内在的交流。当然,一匹战马和一个美人,战马也许更懂英雄,但英雄会毫不犹豫的选择美人。

狮子心里也有一道软肋,柔弱而敏感的神经,让他们在自认为遇到危险的时候,就杨起爪子,竖起毛来准备对抗在外人。看来,你的恋爱好像都是你处于上风吧(尤其女狮,一副唯我独尊的神情),对方全听你的好不威风,但又有多少人知,其实依赖对方的是你,最害怕失去对方的也是你。

狮子对人的喜厄表现的非常直接,除非是那种不能得罪的人,要不,狮子对朋友就是热情如火,而对敌人,是想法打击不让他有翻身的机会。这和蝎子的报复心不同,狮子会用正大光明的手段,在很多人面前打击你一下。报复完了以后,就早抛到脑后去了,因为他们的事情看上去太多了。

狮子的一个性格,就是怕寂寞,怕寂寞不是不能承受寂寞,狮子们是很享受难得的寂寞的,但是在狮子心里装着很多放不下的事情,所以,他们希望他们放不下的人,也能经常关心他,他放不下的事情,总是能够有好的结果。所以,不要让狮子一个人呆在寂寞中脑子乱想,一旦他们思路理清,或者打算放弃,那时候你用十辆牛车都是拉不回来的。

狮子的心是软的,你假装若者,在狮狮们面前一哭,二闹,三可怜,狮狮估计就吃不消了,马上又心软了。谁叫你触动了他们那一点点悲剧情怀呢!!!  

Wednesday, December 24, 2008

Christmas Eve @ 2008

This year's christmas's eve quite special, we didnt go for countdown, we didnt go to crowded places. Just had a simple dinner @ Sakae at KLCC. Tonight's dinner not really tasty. Somemore no much choices also. The shushi still ok a bit but not the best.

We only shopped while at KLCC, didnt buy anything also...Too many people tonight, even wan to try shoes/clothes also has to queue for quite sometime. Thus, we just walked around after dinner then back home. Dear, thanks for coming back and had a dinner together ya. Though we dun hv much time to spend together tonigt but i felt satisfied already.

Still got another 40 minutes to Christmas Day. I cant tahan till that time to wish everyone Merry Christmas lo..Didnt sleep last night, felt so sleepy now. Hopefully i can have a nice sleep tonight.

Wish everyone MERRY CHRISTMAS ya!!!

Tuesday, December 23, 2008

Works...

Recently quite tight with the works...feel like getting more and more things to do now. Dun know it's a good things or bad things. When there is nothing to do, feel boring and sleepy pula. Once got lots of things to do, feel tired and seems like no enough time for me to use though everyday stay also.

Another day to go then I can start on leave jor….have to tahan till last minute so that I can go on leave peacefully. I have to start to pray now, hopefully everything is going fine and smooth for tomorrow’s testing.

“Prubase ar prubase….please be strong and smart ar….Dun let me hit any stones again!!! If u fail, means im in trouble ler….I need to look at you everyday, need to touch you everyday also ler. I think u also dun wan to see me complain about you everyday rite?? U also will get bored with my complaining rite?? SO so so…please please爭氣一點……Dun make me headache again!!!”

Hopefully U can hear me and let me to complete my task tomorrow smoothly ar….:> Times to stop here and take bath lo…….